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Posted on 2011.02.14 at 20:06
Current Mood: blankblank
 Sometimes...I wish you could be there for me. It's funny how we used to talk every single day and took I our friendship for granted but now you're gone and now we don't speak. I lost your number when my phone was stolen. I lost my love when your number was lost...


Posted on 2010.07.15 at 02:24




Posted on 2010.07.14 at 01:08

Hmmmh. I don’t know what to say. There’s someone in my life that’s making me go crazy and he’s not Sunshine this time. It’s not good…I know. It’s actually bad because I don’t think it’s only one person: I think I realized that it’s 2!!! Let’s call them Tabako and Kami-Noke.

Okay so Tabako is really adorable and he makes me smile every time I see him…but there’s something about him that makes me feel as if okay yes you’re cool and nice, funny even, but you have this huge flaw that…I really dislike. If you read the name you can already tell what it is: sounds like TOBACCO…hmmmh. But if he only stopped I think I’d love him more. BAD ISN’T IT? I mean I would have never known that I would like the bad boy type but I really do and it’s freaking me out that he is a bad boy. Actually today he touched my leg…gave me thrill even if he was trying to pick up his water bottle which he was throwing around. He makes me smile so much and I’m happy to be grouped up with him even though we hardly talk. Can I just be friends with him?? That’s all I really ask…TO BE FRIENDS WITH TABAKO!

Then there’s Kami-Noke…we’ll call him Noke! He’s so funny and utterly adorable. We like to fight a little bit and we make fun of one another all the time, but I like him. I told him about something which is kind of secret (if you read it you’d think I’m a freak), and he thought wow…okay? I don’t know if I’m actually afraid of him or just wanting him more! I had another dream of him even though we didn’t really talk yesterday…this time I actually did tap him in my dream…he turned and smiled and kissed me on the cheek only for me to realize he was holding another girl’s hand! I guess I am really afraid to be with him in fear he has someone or maybe in fear that I already have someone.

Talking about being with someone else…me and Sunshine have become distant once school ended. It’s probably because his move to another school because he wants to be with his younger brother…or maybe it’s me just being drifty. I miss him, but it’s hard to resist other people when you began talking to them already and it’s only human to like someone you got to know and you think is cute. I hardly see Sunshine now and I think once he comes back to Seattle he might tell me he cheated or our relationship is over and I’d be devastated cause man our relationship hasn’t lasted that long. Even if we do break…I hope we can still be friends.

If we do break up I’m not going to get back up quickly. I’ll wait for Tabako or Noke to ask me out and that’s when I’ll tell them I’d think about it and wait for about a week depending on how long it’s been since our break up…

If we don’t break up…I hope me and Sunshine would be able to mend out breaking relationship fast or else I'll loose him quickly.

I’m so sorry for having you read the rantings of a sad girl who is very wishy washy about her men…UGH


Posted on 2010.07.09 at 21:47

I’m a little pumped to know that this might work!! Lmao…let’s see

MY RESPONSE TO SOME BITCH. (Read from bottom to top)

Posted on 2010.03.22 at 18:31
Current Mood: annoyedRacist people SUCK BALLS!
Current Music: OK by U-Kiss
Tags: ,
kpopgiiirl (15 seconds ago)
You think that we think that we're the center of the universe? Buddy you got it all wrong. Get better facts which are true. You're ancestors did all these things...and what's funny is how you're doing it to, but in a different way. This is why the Middle East hates Whites.
kpopgiiirl (1 minute ago)
What's funny is how you're pointing out the stereotypical Asian-American kid. At least I point out the TRUTH about whites. You have always thought you were the "dominate" race. You enslaved Africans, you took native land from the native people and claimed it as your own, you decided to make people what you called "civilized". And you think you were civilized...white people never bathed while Native Americans, Asians, and Africans bathed every day to be clean. Then you export goods from Asia for your own benefits, you open up countries which never wanted to trade with you. Yeah so beautiful!
kpopgiiirl (9 minutes ago)
And then you say we think we're at the center of the universe. No one wants your help...they don't think you're at the center of the universe. What's funny if how you say Asians are at the center when it's Americans who want to be praised hand at foot. Especially WHITE people...NOT ALL WHITE PEOPLE....WHITE PEOPLE LIKE YOU!
kpopgiiirl (11 minutes ago)
What's hella funny is that you got every thing wrong. You white people...especially Americans think you're the center of the universe. Like how you have to "help" nations become civilized, but when you're really just taking their natural resources for yourself. You act as if the world is nothing without you and that they praise you; they'll be there for you hand at foot; they'll kiss you're feet!!
smokingONsumDRO (9 hours ago)
see the favorited video, it backs up my point
smokingONsumDRO (9 hours ago)
so basicly your whole argument to my attacks is NO U! you fucking suck bitch ass asian slut you cant formulate an intelligent argument. this is so typical of asians. yall think you are the center of the universe, that youre so smart and so right. The only reason asians get good grades is because they are spineless tools who do whatever their nazi parents tell them to. they are hard on their kids because since they are asian, life has been hard on them. its a sad cycle that can only be broken with suicide. i encourage every asian to try it

What sucks is how I sound racist myself, but this was actually the truth. Thank you LORD for my knowledge in history. I'm happy that Discover Channel and History Channel are there for me to watch. I actually have a lot of white friends...okay 4 of them, but I mean I talk to a lot of nice white people who are cool and it makes me mad when white people like this talk smack about Asians because what's wrong with Asians? What did they do to you? Damn people are stupid

Chocolate Kisses...but I wanted a STRAWBERRY KISS!!!!!!!!

Posted on 2010.03.19 at 17:27
Current Music: Rollin' - Kara
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
Serious enough! I got chocolate kisses today!

02) What was your dream growing up?
When I grow up I wanna be famous, I wanna be a star! Pssh...idk

03) What talent do you wish you had?
Super Sexy Dancing Skills!

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
SOBE...something Sobe...lol

05) Favorite vegetable?

06) What was the last book you read?
Oh crap...lmao...some book.

07) What zodiac sign are you?

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
Piercings on my ears...

09) Worst Habit?
Biting my nails.

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
Do I know you?? Sure...if it's for the last person who took it or who made this?!?!

11) What is your favorite sport?
Tennis or PING PONG!
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
I'd cry....HAHAHA

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Fell down the stairs on top of someone...poor Senior...I was scared he was going to yell at me.

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
Hmmmh...I'm not sure.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
I'd be scared.

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?
Brown Eyed Girl!

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
Go to Korea...lol

26) What's your favourite place to hang out at?
The zoo...HEHE

27) Do you believe in ghosts?

28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

29) Do you swear a lot?
Some what

30) Biggest pet peeve?
People who breathe in your ear...ewww

31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Of course.

33) Favorite and least favorite food?
They're all my favorites!

34) Do you believe in God?
God is my light!

35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

No School...DEAD

Posted on 2010.03.19 at 11:19
Current Music: Planetarium - Ai Otsuka
No school and I'm bored man. Anyway, what to say...wait am I the only one out of all the mods on kpopaday that actually posts girls up? Lol...wait probably! You know our Oppas/Dongsaengs(who are guys) need some happiness!

So what is there to do today...I'm kind of hungry. I should wake my brother up and we can go somewhere to eat like PHO! I want pho now! Lol...it's really tasty and I'm sick. OH SNAP! No meat...scratch that no pho...I'll make some tea -.-

Or coffee....I want a Vanilla Steamer though. HAHAHA. Nvm...I'll get tea. It's better for you anyway and it's good with honey...GAH! Okay bye bye before I begin to rant like an insane child!

Body Language

Posted on 2010.03.16 at 20:16
Current Music: Body Language - Jesse McCartney
Ooo.....that body's like music to my ear!

Anyway, been hella long since I've been on here so thinking a lot. Lol. Anyway guys, I'm halla LAZY!!! Okay many bad things happened today. Stupid crapolla Mp3 died on me and is now...dead...haha.  The computer monitor is still crap cause DVI doesn't connect with my computer so I need a VGA...fun. And then I matched with my little brother for school which was bad.  I had to skip Drama....damn this day is crap. I WANT TO CRY....not really


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